There Is A God

I thought this song was beautiful. I have suffered with a lot of doubt, and my faith has been up and down, but now and then, the realization of how powerful our God is, and how much He loves me, just smacks me full force in the face. And most of the time, I cry. I'm not ashamed to say it. The thought makes me cry. I have stayed up late at night many times crying my eyes out, because I feel that I'm so unworthy of His love, but He still loves me. I wonder if I'm not good enough, I doubt that God loves me, I wonder if He really is real. And then, there's always this small thing, that makes me think, 'what am I doing? He loved me so much that He sent His son to die on the cross for me.' I'm actually crying as I write this. Please, don't doubt Him! He loves you so much! I don't know how many times I've told myself that, but please, listen to the wisdom of God. "I will never leave you, nor forsake you." He said that. Thank you God! For loving me so much! I don't know what I would do without You.

Thank You.


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  1. Mary WallJuly 24, 2017 at 1:40 PM

    This is beautiful! Thank you, Jessi!

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  2. Jim SaubleJuly 24, 2017 at 1:52 PM

    Thanks for your testimony. :)

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  3. Victoria PenningJuly 24, 2017 at 1:55 PM

    Well, It's really only beautiful because of God's work, but thanks anyway Mary. :) You're welcome. :)

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  4. Victoria PenningJuly 24, 2017 at 1:55 PM

    You're welcome Abby. :)

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